the end.

this month went so fast. faster than any other month this year. november is over, and with that, so is nablopomo.

i am so incredibly happy that i chose to participate in this challenge. and a challenge it certainly was! there were so many nights i just DID NOT want to sit down and type. nights i realized while laying in bed that i needed to get back up and post. nights that i just wanted to let it go.

but i stuck with it, and here is my 30th post in 30 days. and it feels amazing to know i finished what i started. i've never been a quitter, but this was not an easy month to add any more pressure to myself. i think as hard as it was, as many times as i cried because i wasn't typing what i was really feeling, as many times as i wanted to open up, but wasn't able to, this really really helped me. i'm ready to be more open. i started just the other day with my big post about jobs and moving home, and i'm ready to write so much more about what really goes on in my crazy head.

thanks for sticking by my side, for letting me flood your readers, and for letting me know that you were keeping up with my day-to-day rambles!! i wont continue to post every single day, but i'll definitely be writing more often, and i hope you'll keep reading!

<3